Long post alert...

So I've been dating my boss and the partial owner of my company for the past 6 months.

2 weeks ago I found out that I was pregnant and his reaction was like nothing I'd expected. He flipped out and the once sweet man I'd known for almost a year turned into a monster. He demanded I get an abortion and there was no discussion. He was mad that I'd even consider keeping the baby because his kids would hate him and our reputations at work would be ruined.

So its been an up and down battle since I found out. I've been extremely distant because I feel like I'm being forced to terminate this pregnancy when I dont want to. Hes yelled at me over and over and just treated me like shit.

Saturday night it got really bad. He approached me at work because I'm currently going through a divorce and was speaking to my ex about our divorce (were civil and realized that its just never gonna work) and he even knows about the majority of our conversations. Anyways he tells me that I chose to be in a relationship with him, therefore I'm his, I'm his woman, his girlfriend, and maybe even his wife one day so he OWNS me. And then goes on to talk about how I dont respect him at all, I dont care about him and I damn sure dont love him if I'm considering keeping this baby. That I'm disloyal and disrespectful for even thinking about it.

So I haven't talked to him all day and I dont have any plans to.

I've decided that I'm moving home in a few weeks back to my family and my momma where I belong (I'm 2 hours away right now) and for now I'll work on finding a job there. And I'm keeping the baby. I'll do it on my own.

Question is... do I just turn all my stuff in at work and just leave or do I at least give him a heads up? Do I go to HR at work and let them know what's going on or just leave and keep it to myself?

I'm honestly scared to death. I dont know what to do. This pregnancy has been a rollercoaster so far. 😭

My fear is ... how far is he willing to go to keep me quiet about all of this?