no love for husband anymore

Anybody else out there who just doesn’t feel the fire with their husband anymore? He cheated on me & ever since I never can forget about it. I think about it literally every day.

We got married and I just wanted him to help me w/my business like was supposed to but he only did what he wanted so I was left stressed out to make sure things got done.

So I found out he was cheating and kicked him out for a month , felt like he was actually sorry & he sent me a flower & fruit basket in the mail and I guess I feel heels over love for him again so I let him back in and ever since I just really haven’t felt the same.

He bought a phone last summer to talk to the girl so i wouldn’t find out through the phone company. We have a beautiful baby girl but I get so depressed about this.

Just wondering if anybody else has stayed with a cheater and felt like things will never be the same again in the relationship?

Any advice? Im so down, there have been so many times I want to just die bc I get so depressed about being with him.