When will i get pregnant?

I know maybe rightnow isnt the best time to get pregnant, but all i know is i want a baby. All of my friemds from highschool are already announcing already close to giving birth some with 1 year olds even! .... and im here, thinking i will be this month only to find out im not. It makes me really sad and makes me want to cry because when will it be THAT easy for me to get pregnant? I know alot of you ladies have been trying for a very long time but theres ladies like my friends that say it was on the first try... im just mostly here to vent and get my feelings out as my family wouldn’t understand why i feel this way and why i want a baby . I cant talk to them about these things bc they dont want to understand lol iv tried .. anyways baby dust to all ❤️❤️