I’m confused, does this make me bi or lesbian?

Ok so I like guys and have only had boyfriends but whenever a break up happens, I always find myself wanting to be eaten out by another female. It’s never happened before and I don’t think I would want to return the favor. All my boyfriends have never made me cum or were either too aggressive while going down on me or thought it made them less of a man if I tried telling them what I liked. Idk, I think I feel deep down that a girl would be more understanding and better at it. When on social media I don’t feel attracted to other females. I will look at their ass or boobs if it is displayed not because of attraction but because she does look good and sometimes it’s body goals or motivation to work out. When masturbating I do watch lesbian porn