Different Timing

Me and my first love have been broken up for about 2 years now. Sometimes I think about him, sometimes I wonder what would have happened if we didn’t break up.

Although I don’t see us ever getting back together. I haven’t really had interest in anyone else... not many guys have asked me out either :/ guess there might be something wrong with me? I don’t know

I know most people would be dating someone new by now, not sure why I haven’t. Just been okay with being single I guess.

Anyone else have such a big gap from dating ? I’m somewhat interested to date again but also focused on my own education / career right now, so I’m not bent to have one right now anyways.

I guess I like to think of it as, God or whoever is up there is really taking his time on a good man for me.