Husband and BJs

Heads up, this will definitely be a little TMI.

Also let me know if this was the wrong place to post!!

So my husband ad I have been married for almost 5 years (+1 year of dating) and we’re pretty comfortable around each other when it comes to sex. The thing is, my husband was a virgin when we got together. He was 24 when we got married, so a 24 year old virgin. I was even his first kiss, so safe to say he didn’t really know anything aside from movies, textbooks and the short time he watched porn as a teen. Anyways, I lost my V-Card when I was around 15 and had sex in every relationship I was in. I would gladly give my past boyfriends blowjobs, albeit shyly, but still had no problem with it. My husband has attempted to go down on me a few times even though he doesn’t like doing it but it’s because I told him that was a huge turn on. I tried to give him a bj years ago, probably during our first or second year of marriage...I was so NERVOUS AND SHY about it like I have never been like that, I normally dive right in because I knew it felt really good for guys and honestly it’s a turn on for me too. It might’ve been because he was really awkward about it?? I’ve given him handjobs while I was recovering from having our son a year ago and we had no problem with that. I really want to show him another way I can pleasure him and take our sex life just a bit further. Why can’t I just do it?? Why am I so shy about it with him even though we’ve been together so long when I would do it to a guy within a month??? How can I get him more comfortable with the idea??? I really just wanna suck his dick 🤣