Advice/thoughts?

Kenzie

So I work full time (40hours a week) at speedway (a gas station) and I work night shift. I work from 10pm to 6 am. And I’m usually there by myself working. I’ve become to realize that the position itself isn’t bad. It’s the people I work with who make my job a living nightmare. I’ve worked nights where I was so extremely sick from stress or extremely close to passing out or dealing with a genuine severe issues because no one was willing to cover my shift. Or calling in for those specific issues was a big no no for my managers likings. But I’ve covered other shifts (days I was supposed to have off) because someone was too tired to come in for their shift and that’s ok. There were days where I had overly worked myself going above and beyond to make the store look nice, take care of customers and on top of that do managers work or work people during the shifts before wasn’t doing and none of this was making my manager happy. In their minds it wasn’t enough. If something went wrong my coworkers just blame me. It’s just all my fault to them. It’s getting to the point where the stress is causing me to be sick. Do workers have started to doubt me if I really do certian work through out the night and I either have to explain to them that I have did the work or prove myself that it’s been done. I don’t know. I don’t know what to do anymore. And the worst part is that I’ve been there for 3 months and there’s still so much I don’t know how to do. I ask how to do it it and no one wants to show me what to do or how to do it. Or last minute they will finally decide to show me how to do something that I should of known how to do from the start. There’s just no communication with any one there. Should I just push through with this job or start applying to new places and put in my 2 weeks? I’m at a very stable place right now where if I were to put my 2 weeks in I know I have the money for rent or whatever. ( I have money saved up)