Weird feelings

I’m not quite how to explain it but i will try my best because these feelings confuse me. I often feel like i am the only one of the planet who ever feels this way.

I am in an amazing relationship. One that has exceeded all of my expectations and dreams. And even with him saying i love you throughout the day and doing little things that tells me he loves me, i feel alone. I feel hesitant. I feel annoyed. I feel confused. As if he is planning to leave me. It affects my work life and home life. But the feeling never stays. It’s always for a few days and then I’m back to this giggly and flirty thing ready to conquer life.

It draining me. I don’t know how to shake it.

Any advice 🥺