Judgment..Selfish..Teach..

I am really not sure if this is going to make any sense but I will try and say how I feel.

So I am a teacher of young kids and I try and do the best I can. These are only just a few things.

- I get told how to give class then its still wrong..

- I get told how to pronounce my words..

- My things keep getting taken away or just thrown away (things for class) and I dont get told or asked about it..

- I get told I'm wasting time that I'm too slow or too fast..

- I dont give enough rewards or I'm giving too much (stars on board)

- I have to keep practicing my classes in front of all teachers before the real class (it's different because they not kids and I know how to teach..

- Gets told to me to make kids understand me (a different language) kids of 2yrs to 8yrs..

- Teachers come in class and start writing how bad I am (when they tell me what to do or say) then I still get told about it bad..

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I personally feel that I dont want to do this anymore because there are young girls who just simply dont like me and make me look like the fool.. They keep giving my partner compliments and me, No they just plain nasty and selfish to me!

I just dont want to do this anymore also because I dont know which way anymore with these people.

This is really making me feel useless and so depressed because I am really doing the best I can and it's still not good enough.

I do what I get told but then it's still wrong. Now which way do I go. 😭💔