Sitting on my bathroom floor staring at this test and hoping this one sticks. Two miscarriages since the beginning of the year and I’m terrified. I’m terrified of miscarriage, terrified (but excited) to think I will have 4 pieces of my heart running around (if this is actually it). Terrified how my body is going to handle a fourth pregnancy after a life threatening birth last time around. But I’m still feeling so blessed you guys.

Here’s to hoping we all get our babies! 💕