Ive seen and learned a lot. I spent the last 10 years of my life (sence i could think) saying i wanted to inspire people. Wanting to help people, even thoes who dont deserve it. But tonight as im sitting here thinking, I'm realizing i will never make an impact. I could inspire millions of good people; but unlike in fairytales good dosnt always win. You know whats crazy to me. That people being hung because of their race is normal. Stores being burned and people *innocent people* getting beat to death; heads smashes in, burned, and shot is normal to most people nowadays. Well not to me. It is sick. Humanity is sick. And not everyone because i do see and meet good people still. People who will do everything to help someone they may not even like. But the others? How are people ok with whats going on in our world? How have we let our fellow people, and world fall apart so much to the point where this is the new normal? The politics are just as corrupt as our government nowadays. Nothing is fair. Everyone seems to have forgotten how to act. It breaks my heart. Ive seen over 5 videos a day of murders. People who dont deserve it getting their heads smashed in. Moms holding their newborn children before getting shot for no reason. 5-10 people beating down old ladies before robbing their stores. Is this really what the worlds coming to? Is this really the new normal? Because I dont think so. I will continue to do my best and fight for what i know is right. And try to help guide thoes who may not be doing the best. Because thats who i am. Take time to sit and ask yourself who you are. Who you want to be, and who you dont. Stand up for what is righteous. I have nothing but love for all reading this. Thank you guys for taking the time to listen to what i had to say. And if you enjoy or agree feel free to pass it on. Repost. I feel like as many people who can see this should because i dont know how the world has come to this.