help please !

I need as much prayers sent to my whole family and me . I know you guys don’t know us nor what’s happening just like I don’t know what’s going on in your life but I really need something positive in my life right now so tell me something that makes you happy if you’d like .

Reason why I’m asking for prayers , well my grandma yesterday morning died and the nurses did cpr and bought her back , now she is on life support . Her mother lives in Puerto Rico, if my grandma dies, it leaves her mother ( my great grandma) with one child ( last one died in September of 2019 )! My grandma has 8 kids , lots of grandchildren some that which have kids of their own and she raised me so I feel like I’ll be losing my mother :(

We can’t even visit her in the hospital, so if it is her last days she will be all alone which sucks because it’ll feel like we are not there and she’ll think we don’t care which I don’t want her to feel that way .

When I heard my dad say it out loud what had happened I had a full blown panic attack . I’ve lost a lot of people and I’ve always said the day I lose my grandma is the day I’ll be lost . So please help us . we could get all the help we need .

Update - in the morning the nurses will let’s us know if they will keep her on life support or take her off of it .

Update - I know it’s been a while but my grandma had gotten better , she woke up and she told her 2 daughters to tell everyone she loved us .

Unfortunately, that same night she got way worse and got put on life support again and the following day she passed away , didn’t even last a minute when they took off the life support. It’s been 15 days since then . I was supposed to work that day I got a call saying to get to the hospital fast if I wanted to see her before they unplugged her , I went and it gave me closure because I knew she had been left us and i got to see her one last time .

And thank you for your comments 💖