30 weeks and just exhausted

Julie

I feel like a lazy cow. If I spend 5 minutes doing something, I need a 10 minute break. I have nerve issues in my thighs that Is making it so hard to stand and my feet are now starting to swell which doesn’t help. I’ve gained a lot of weight, and I’m really not used to it. I could sleep for 12 hours easy, honestly. And I sweat all the god damn time!!! I’ve been off work because of COVID but also because of some complications, and baby is really really sick so they want me to relax to avoid any chance of early labour.

My partner works 6 days a week, long long days in the heat and he’s been so sweet :( I mean I’m not doing bad, he’s never had to do any dishes and I also do all the laundry and 90% of the cleaning. But a lot of times, he cooks dinner to be able to stand for a longer period of time and my emotions GET TO ME ABOUT IT!! Not to mention sex. He has to put in all the work 😂 but he doesn’t mind.

I just feel like he deserves so so so much more and it makes me so sad.

Just venting really. But anyone else feeling the same way?