My body still holds on to you and so does my heart. I write this because I want to be one less women who is silent about her miscarriage. As I explain to those who may not understand, my body has not recognized the sudden loss of this angel of mine that no longer has a heartbeat. I was lucky enough to see you and still you were perfect...too perfect for this earth.For all women who are going or has gone through the same heartbreak you are not alone. As I prepare for what’s to come I know god makes no mistakes but I’m still human. My heart will beat for the both of us.

This was my post today. I’ve been so devastated. Friday I went to the emergency for spotting the spotting was not my only concern I had a gut feeling that something was wrong. As some of you may know I was positive for covid back mid June from someone being sick at work I was not able to see the doctor until two negative results. 11 weeks Friday that past I started to spot I call the OB but they said I should not be concerned unless it increases. I decided just to go to the emergency room they did a pelvic exam along with a sonogram. Finally there was my baby but no heart beat baby measured 7 weeks and a few days. I was bless with the lady that did the Sonogram because even though she was not supposed to tell me the news she told me because She did not want to leave me alone worried and I had asked her If there was something wrong she told me that she could not find a heartbeat and that she was sorry she said I know we’re not supposed to hug but I need to hug you, when we hugged we both cried together I was blessed with her that day because I was not allowed to have someone with me she was there for me in that moment and for I’m grateful.