Using sex as control

Hi Ladies!

I'm new on here but not new using my coochie lol. I'm here to find out if theres some ladies with me...

Im in my mid 20s. & lately I've been using sex as a form of control and honestly I have about 3 sexual partners right now. Whom I am safe with except one...

I think I'm using sex to be another version of me. One who's wild. All of my partners offer different things.. one gives good head. One offers friendship and great 🍆 and one is a oldie but goodie.

Part of me wants to stop but part of me cant. Anyone else been here before?