Anxiety after a MC when you get your BFP

Haley • 👧🏻 7/17/18 👼🏻 6/30/20 🤰🏻(twins) 4/6/21

I just got my BFP today at 9 DPO and am set to go on family vacation tomorrow where everyone is expecting me to drink. That’s a challenge in itself.

But how do I become excited or any ideas to help cure my anxiety? I want to look forward to this pregnancy but can’t help but worry about the possibility of another miscarriage. I just had a MC in June.