Hey all. In the span of 48 hours, I found out that one of my best friends died at the young age of 23 and I miscarried my husband and I’s first child. It’s put us through the wringer for sure and writing this out is somehow a cathartic experience for me. Very few people knew of the pregnancy but one of those people was my late friend. I like to take comfort in thinking that my friend needed someone with her and it just happened to be our child. How does one go back to trying to conceive after that? I feel like I’m going to be an anxious mess. Any success stories out there?