Here I lay, 4:20 in the morning, scared I have strep throat again. I get it every year at least once of twice. I don't know though because my throat is always making me think I'm sick when I'm not. I'm also paranoid to the extreme cause I'm taking an antibiotic for BV that I was prescriped without an official diagnosis.

I'm just an emotional wreck right now. My boyfriend and I had our second fight this month and I can't sleep. I fell asleep around midnight probably and I've already woken up 3 times. We made up sort up, but a lot is still left up in the air. We usually don't fight a lot and I don't know how to fix it. We've been together nearly 4 years long distance and I get it can be tough, sometimes more than other, but times like these I just want him to hold me and tell me it'll be okay.

Side note, I also have terrible heartburn right now and honestly I feel like falling apart because of that and everything else right now