Crying after cumming

me

Okay so this is pretty embarrassing...

After I watch porn and cum I cry. I don’t know why but after I cum I just stare at the ceiling and begin to cry! This has completely put me off porn and masterbating.

Wondering if anyone else has experienced this, also why this is happening and how to resolve it.

I thought I’d add that I am a virgin for extra info about why this is happening.