I've been ttc for like 2+ years now with no luck and I keep seeing literally EVERYONE around me getting pregnant. Don't get me wrong, I think its really amazing but I just want at least one baby of my own. I feel like it's because of my weight, then I feel like it's because of my husband (mild hypospadias). I track literally everything except for bbt because I know I won't do it in the morning. Part of me wants to accept that I just can't get pregnant but another side says to keep trying. As a Christian woman, I pray all the time for a child but it never happens. I want to believe it will happen when the time is right but it's frustrating to wait. Some don't even try and boom, pregnant. Me who's been trying for years has nothing. Y'all I need HELP. I'm at a loss.

Whew, ok I needed that. Thanks if you made it this far into my rambling.