I just found out that I am pregnant with my second .. my first one is 18 months .. I was on the pill.. this is the worst timing for us.. I don’t have a job... i have exams to take... I cannot stop crying since I got to know.. it’s like my whole life plan is tossed ... i know for a fact that I cannot study with the pregnancy ... and I have no help for my first child either ... this is so unfair .. I am sick of people saying don’t be ungrateful... I am not being ungrateful..I love my first more than my life... I didnt want a second kid at all .. may be if this would have happened after a couple years when we had been at better places in life ....😭😭😭😭