So basically right now my only symptom is MY MOOD. I’m so angry, anything makes me so mad. My bf was sent in by me to get a snack, they didn’t have what I wanted and he bought me something completely random. Something I don’t even eat, he KNOWS what my go to snacks are so it ticked me off. I rode out with him for that very reason so it was a waste of time to go out with him I could have done had everything cleaned and I can not for the life of me cool the fuck off! He left and went all the way back to buy me something else and I’m still just so ungrateful! I feel mad and bad at the same time, I know I’m being a brat and I feel bad but not enough to stop being a brat. SEND HELP is anyone else like this? While cleaning up my toddlers toys ( alone ) I out of anger threw his toy handcuffs and plastic pieces went all over the place I just drug my back down the wall and cried... when I was done just finished cleaning again.... feeling like a bad mom, gf, and still angry. Please tell me I’m not alone.

Let me edit: that I didn’t throw things in front of anyone I definitely make sure I melt down alone. and I already see a dr 🙄