Has anybody else just not felt the glow or happiness of pregnancy AT ALL. Since before I even knew I was pregnant I was nauseous and throwing up for days before i got my BFP. For 3 and a half months I'd throw up everytime I blinked it seemed. For only a month did I feel like it wasnt too bad but by week 20 it was headaches and nausea and just a generally "I cant do this my body hurts and I feel so weak and exhausted." Right now im 30 weeks and I just feel like not waking up im so tired and im feeling nauseous again, the headaches, the backaches, the random awful abdominal pains. Its been such a traumatizing terrible experience, on top of the fact that Baby's Daddy cant even come into my appts with me to see his first baby ever and share those cute ultrasound moments and just support me through all these lonely appts. Its been a terrible year, a terrible experience and it feels like the closer I get the worse I feel. This baby was very much planned, this pandemic was not. Im just so stressed and feeling alone in this