I'm demisexual which means I don't lust basically. Any sexual attraction I have for someone comes from some sort of trusting bond or romantic feelings (I was confused what was up w me for a long time so please don't reply to this just to argue with me whether or not my sexual identifications are valid). Anyway. My friend. I think I love him. I confessed to him about a year ago that I really like him and we'd make out wherever, whenever we could before I had to leave my uni (had to take a gap year but im going back soon!). I remember I spent the night w him and i slept in these workout leggings. They were a comfy, spandex material but thick. We made out and grinded and such and i went to my dorm after and omg i was sososososo wet. I soaked through the spandex. And then i went pee and i was fucking dripping--not from pee i mean. Ive never wanted someone so bad in my lifeeee. And i still want him and being horny is so hard i hate it but i love it. Okay thats all bye lmao