Motherhood is not what I expected

I’m a FTM and I thought motherhood would be fun and everyday would be a holiday ...

But tuhhh, I’m beyond exhausted , sleepy, tired , frustrated!!

My son is 10 months old.. he doesn’t sleep all night , fights me when I changes his diaper , Cry’s alll day for every little small thing , etc..

I don’t get a break .. any tips would be appreciated 😞😔

You guys don’t be mean I was raised by my older brother my parents are no longer alive so I had no idea what to expect cause no one ever told me .. and I don’t have anyone to watch him.. my Brother works all day , I’m a single 18 year old mom