Totally unexpected.

My period has always been consistent and well being in a relationship with my current boyfriend I told him early on that I didn’t want to have anymore children until we are at least married....so I was going through a really hard and dark moment when I first met my boyfriend.... I honestly didn’t really think about me getting pregnant and didn’t want too so I always said we will be using condoms... I got a pregnancy scare and I told him I didn’t want this happening that I would be going on birth control.... I make an appointment and well she prescribed me the pill and told me to take it when my next period begins.... okay cool I go home and it’s playing the waiting game at this point.... in that time span my boyfriend and I had sex..... and well there were a couple “OOPS!” moments and those 2 times I took PLAN B..... which I messed up because I took the first one.... one week and the next one the following week....I thought I was good and covered and well the following week I was experiencing UTI symptoms and well I got prescribed an antibiotic.... I told my boyfriend that I didn’t feel well taking it because I still have not gotten my period and wanted to know if I was or wasn’t (I TOOK 4 hpt’s ALL NEGATIVES) before taking the antibiotic..... we waited and well after not getting my period for almost 2 months.... I made an appointment with my OB I explained my situation and that I still haven’t had my period and well she said it could be because I took 2 plan b’s and it threw my cycle out of wack.... so she prescribed me PROVERA.... To kick start my period and that when my period starts to take my birth control..... okay so I feel relieved because at this point they did a test there and she said it came out negative.... GREAT! I’m walking out the office and my boyfriend was waiting for me down the hall when next thing you know I hear the nurse call me back!! I walk back and said if everything was okay and she said to just step back into the room....I walk in and she says well I looked over the test and actually did a second test and it actually came back positive!!!!! Oh god! My heart dropped I wasn’t expecting this at all!! 2 weeks went by I’ve gotten all my blood work back and everything is going great! My HGC is getting strong, I have an appointment in a couple of days to see how far along I am and see the baby.... my boyfriend is beyond happy.... he is super excited but ....? Why don’t I feel the same..... I wanna be but I don’t think my parents are going to take it well considering I already have a 2 year old boy and I live under their roof....& IM NOT MARRIED. 🥺😓