Fingers crossed? Fingers crossed!

Hi!

I haven’t necessarily been trying, but have been looking forward to the day my soulmate and I get a positive test. I want NOTHING more than a little thing that’s half me half him, you know?

He is almost twice my age. I met him at 22 and he was 44, we’re now 23 and 45, but anyone could tell you we just.. fit. Every aspect of our life is equal and whatever we’re “missing”, the other one has/had. Before you say anything about our age- look how f*cking cute we are!!!! This man...

ANYWAY I had an ab*****n about two weeks before agreeing to be in a relationship with my man. It was my abusive ex’s and quite literally may have been the devil himself, tearing me up as bad as it did just 4 weeks in. Couldn’t be happier with my decision still to this day, but still leaves the whole “I’m cursed, karma is going to take the chance of pregnancy from me” thoughts.

I’ve had weird periods forever and always tracked. 29-36 days a cycle, 36 being the odd man out, but happens once or twice a month.

IM ON DAY 37.

Too early to celebrate, but not the normal time for a longer cycle since my last one was 5 or so months ago and doesn’t match the others!!

My period has been irregular since The A Thing, but has been a steady 29.5 days for the last 5 months.

AAAAH

AH AH AH

I freaking hope for a + this week. I haven’t tested to make sure my hopes don’t get up.

My man and I 👇🏻 😂