Sooooooo Over It!

So I have had contractions start with consistency that eventually just stall out and quit on 3 different occasions now, most recently last night. Everything hurts. Last night I had this ridiculously painful hemorrhoid pop up that is straight up killing me! I want to go for a walk in an attempt to get this baby on out but walking just about puts me in tears! My first baby was soooooo much easier and I am so freaking done being pregnant it's not even funny! Obviously I want my baby healthy first and foremost, but seriously!