Don’t be like them 🥺😢😭

So growing up my grandmother and mother weren’t the greatest. They always tried to talk me out of seeing my dad. So it really took a toll on me and my dad.And actually stricted my dad from times he was actually supposed to be seeing me as a child because my mom just wanted me to her self even tho she didn’t raise me. It got so bad to the point my mom and grandma painted my dad to be this bad guy and I just didn’t want to see them. As I have gotten older I started communicating with my dad and realized we were growing close again and he wasn’t this big bad person I thought he was. Like this weekend I was going to go spend time with him and my grandma just called and did the bullshit move of “hey your mom talked to you a few days ago and said you 2 had plans for the weekend” no we didn’t I don’t ever hear from her. Like ever. And now my mom does the game of trying to make me feel bad any time I go out to spend time with him or if I talk to him. She does the thing of “why don’t you spend time with me?” “Why don’t she talk to me?” Well you see mother, when you had me instead of being the adult that you were supposed to be you gave me to my grandparents cause you didn’t want me dad to take me for no reason and just go out and drink and party, prevent me from seeing my own dad grow up, never tried to communicate with me or be a mom in general and if I did hear from you it was for to tell me how disappointed in me you were. You used me at one point to just get money and when you realized that trying to raise 3 kids on your own and only getting a 100 dollars a month wasn’t enough from child support you threw me back to my grandparents. you also owed me 500 dollars and tried to lie to why you couldn’t give it back. You constantly took that money to spoil the other 2 kids you actually chose to keep. You know, buy an 11 year old a brand new iPhone that was aperantly 1,000 dollars or to buy a 16 year old a 6,000 dollar car who doesn’t even have their license yet. Or to use that money for the alcoholic guy you chose to marry. Then wanna go and talk bad about me saying I’m pretty much your disappointment child because I chose to move out and get my own apartment, get a full time job, and work on myself instead of going to college.