I have suffered from anxiety , and depression before. I got it under wraps for the most part was in therapy. I’m not nearly where I want to be but I feel like it’s creeping back . And now ten times worse. I touch my belly everyday, sometimes read to the baby, and so happy to be bringing a baby into this world and truly feel blessed. But I also feel alone, I feel unheard by everyone, I started becoming distant the past couple weeks and feel annoyed by everyone even my mother and now I see everyone kind of pulling away and not as involved with my pregnancy now since I started pulling back. I don’t mind being alone I kind of enjoy the personal space with my baby and myself, but it just shows that the people around me really had no interest or compassion the minute they realized I wasn’t jumping with joy in my pregnancy. I just wish I had mom friends or a pregnant friend that I can talk to about this, a person who doesn’t make me feel like I should be throwing confetti and blowing kazoos all day long and just let me vent.