2 weeks ago a young mother lost her baby to sids , she lives just a few doors down from me and her baby was just 3 weeks older than my baby. I couldn’t sleep just staring at my baby after that. I was finally starting to feel ok and a friend of mine lost her 3 week old daughter to sids yesterday. I am terrified. I want to cry. Idky I never worried too much before with my 4 children but it really gotten bad with my 5th baby. I have really bad anxiety. I know it’s not preventable and worrying is just making me exhausted but I can’t help it. My heart aches for these young mothers. I want to buy an owlet but I don’t have $399 in my cards. I think I need help but I feel like where I live there’s no support on this subject. 😔