Pregnant and falling out of love

kris

i'm almost 8 weeks pregnant- which hubby & I planned- but i'm completely irritated by his presence. I've been sleeping on the sofa, don't care to hold hands or kiss and I don't feel like having sex. He's not romantic but affectionate which can be overbearing at times and somewhat suffocating. I rather have the romance and he's very comfortable with routine same ole shit which I'm not. I'm spontaneous and a thrill seeker, I get tired of the same shit very quickly.

Everything that truly irks me is showing up in him - doesn't clean up after self or put shit back where he found it. He just enjoys doing the SAME SHIT and I can't deal. He's def a great person but it's not enough. My feelings are up in the air and i'm not a faker. I told him I couldn't kiss him anymore, it was too forced.

I wanna work on things by having a mini getaway but he's hesitant -which I totally understand b/c of covid but idk what's going to rekindle some type of spark. i don't want a failed marriage but i don't believe in faking my feelings either. i'm so lost and sad. Just venting, thanks for reading.