i have very strong feelings for him i think he’s the one and i wanna call him

i don’t know what to do. i never felt so close with anyone. he made me forget all my pain and made me smile and laugh. he would ft me and stare at me and call me pretty. he was the first guy who liked me for me and not my body. i miss his voice. what do i do. i need him or at least hear his voice one last time. how do i make him come back.