Hey, ladies. I’m not look for sympathy but I definitely could use some support. I am almost 7 weeks pregnant. I was working last night (I’m a nurse) and my boyfriend sent me a very cold, two line text message saying it’s not working out and he is not coming home tonight and doesn’t feel the same as he did in the beginning. I am in total shock and disbelief. He cheated on me before with his kids mother but assured me it was a mistake and was over and he loves me. He has been out of a job for a month (not Covid related, just laziness) and I have been supporting us both. Paying for everything, because I figured that’s what you do for people you love. The past few weeks he has been different. Unappreciative of everything I do for him, and the sex wasn’t the same. So last night I finally asked “are you cheating on me again?” He laughed in my face, told me I am crazy and “emotional” and made me feel bad for even suggesting it. We went to dinner that night , and breakfast yesterday before work. He was texting me throughout my shift and then as soon as I was getting off at 11pm he hit me with that cold, heartbreaking text. I called him and it went right to voicemail. Thought he was joking. I drove by her house and his car was there .... talk about a knife in my chest. I slept on my friends couch because I couldn’t even go to our apartment. I am heartbroken, devastated, and in shock. How the hell do I get through this or over this .... my heart is in pieces and I do not know how to handle it. I’m not okay. 😥