What would you feel?

I’ve expressed how this makes me feel bad or sometimes disrespected and all my husband says is, “I’m an adult I’ll do what I want.”

Last year I realized he was clicking on twitter posts of what I call twitter porn — videos of females bottoms, boobs hanging out, provocative videos and photos. He denied it forever saying it just showed cause of someone he followed but I could see when he clicked it. Well eventually he said he stopped clicking those things cause he realized it was wrong. Fast forward to now— he watches filthy videos of absolute floozies talking about sucking d***, how many people they’ve screwed; filthy stuff. And god knows what else when I’m gone. He says he doesn’t know them so what does it matter? I said it matters because he can watch things like that for hours but not remember what I say after 10 minutes. He’s 38 it’s not like he doesn’t know what hes making me feel like.