So last night my husband forced me to give him a blow job. I remember telling him no several times. I was too tired and I was mildly loopy because I was so tie. He thought I was drunk because I had a few sips of a cronna.( I don't like the taste of beer so I don't drink it that often) I remember me bighting him before he just let me go to sleep. But then I wound up sleep walking because of the stress. I am a fucking idiots I wish my heart would get out of my head so my brain could do it's job.