I’m so sad

My daughter is turning 1 on Saturday.

I feel like when she was born, I felt like I was living in a dream. My life truly felt unreal. I was so happy and felt so blessed and just couldn’t believe it was real life and that I had a little baby.

Now I feel like it’s a nightmare because I’m so sad she’s growing up so fast. I can’t do anything to slow it down. I love snuggling her to sleep but hate the thought I always have that when she wakes in the morning she’ll be one day older.

I just want her to be a baby forever.