Husband getting violent.

Im staying anonymus, just incase someone I know is on this app, I really need to vent and get stuff out of my head.

A few days ago, I made a post ‘Husband getting irritated by out kids’ I got a lot of negative comments, saying He is right blah blah blah.

He never helps out with anything we have a 2 year old and a 11 month old. Well I’m just going to update that post right here.

Its now 04:50am, I’m downstairs with the kids they still havent slept neither have i. I’m rocking them and writing at the same time. 15-20 minutes ago we were upstairs I thought I finally got them to sleep until my son woke up screaming and woke up our daughter aswell. He came up laid down in the bed and hugged our son as their screaming. I picked our daughter up quite quick from her bed who’s literally screaming bloody murder. So he shouts and tells me ‘To be carefull’ (I didn’t do anything) so I shout back and say ‘I didn’t even do anything’. So he gets out of bed real quick just as I’m going out the room to go downstairs, he tries to push me by throat WITH THE BABY IN MY LAP! If I didnt back up and scream ‘WTF are you doing, I’ve got the kid In my hand’ we would have probably been pushed to the floor or into the door frame! He has never done this before! Especially in front of the kids they were screaming anyway they screamed even harder. I dunno what to do from now. He has changed so much, will this carry on like this? I’m lost 😭

Ladies give me some advice. 😔