2 years ago I had a missed miscarriage in the second trimester. At the time, I was scared that entire pregnancy with an abusive husband at the time, who hoped I had a miscarriage, and I was barely able to take care of myself. I couldn’t imagine replacing my first baby ever. I was able to leave that marriage after a bad fight a few months after losing the baby. I filed for a divorce the next day once I went back to my hometown and haven’t looked back. I eventually remarried to an amazing man I’ve been best friends with for 5 years. With our flaws and all, we make an amazing team and love unconditionally ❤️ Once we decided we wanted to try to conceive, I found out I had infertility issues and had to have surgery. One cycle after surgery, over a year later of us being together, I am pregnant with our first baby 😍 I still think about my first baby, but I know that he/she is watching over us and their baby sister 🌈✨💕 I embrace any symptom I may feel and I try to stay positive.

I’m sending out love and baby dust to those who are TTC ✨ and I am wishing everyone pregnant now to have a happy, healthy 9 months 💖