41 weeks

I’ll be 41 weeks tomorrow and I didn’t know that being overdue would take such a toll on my mental state. Some days I’m fine and keep saying that baby will come when they are ready. And other days I just feel hopeless like there is no end in sight. Today is one of those days that I’m just crying because I’m in so much pain and I just want to have my baby here. But I feel like I’m never going to go into spontaneous labor and will eventually have to be induced next week.