Anyone else feel like they have untrackable cycles??

Sometimes my bleeding is twice in a month, sometimes its a long long space in between. My pms can start weeks before my bleeding and im breaking out so bad, cyst like acne :/ ever since i got a number of surgeries on my abdomen as a teen my period has really been a pain for me, and as i get older it only gets worse now. Im close to 30 and i feel like im back in highschool battling zits and emotional hormone overloads!!

Im still awaiting an appointment with a doctor so i can really talk about whats going on and maybe get some help here, but its pretty isolating sometimes with the amount of mental symptoms come along with my cycle and makes me feel crazy sometimes!!!!