✨✨✨✨ The girl was never pregnant!!!!✨✨✨✨

However we are still broken up!! I found out she lied about the pregnancy at a cousins birthday party. One of my cousins has a mutual friend of hers & told me. She didn’t know my bf was who she was lying about until I mentioned his name & she said omfg she lied!!! Either way. It’s ridiculous!! It’s too much drama for me. I’ve never cheated on him.

I broke up with him!! He is blocked !! He has 1 month to get on his own phone plan!!! His second baby momma made a wholeeeee fake facebook account to message me and tell me he was living with her (which was a lie) but nonetheless it was pathetic and weird af. I am over it all of it.

I NEVER SAID THERE WAS A PROBLEM WITH HIM WANTING A BIGGER WOMAN. I DONT CARE HE JUST SHOULDNT BE WITH ME IF HE WANTS TO BE WITH A BIGGER WOMAN. ITS DOING MORE DAMAGE TO ME THAN IT SHOULD. I AM ONLY 115lbs !!!

My boyfriend of 1.5 years has cheated on me multiple times and every time it has been with a bigger woman. I am only 115lbs sometimes I weigh 113lbs I’m 5’9 so I’m pretty small. & there’s nothing wrong with bigger women at all. Nothing wrong with him liking bigger women or wanting a bigger woman. The issue comes when he tries to tell me that it’s not true that he loves me and my size and that I don’t need to change. However I cannot help but think about it. And it’s messing with my self esteem. To the point where I feel like it’s either I gain 100 pounds or continue to be cheated on. I told him last night.

And never texted him back. I can’t keep going through this. I’m already having self esteem issues because of my inability to conceive.. in which just recently he got another woman (she was bigger) pregnant (she got an abortion due to him confessing that he has been with me for over a year and that he was not leaving me to be with her. So she decided to abort) and I am trying hard to get past that and forgive him but now I’m starting to put it all together and all the women he’s cheated with have been bigger than me. Way bigger than me. It hurts and I try to talk to family and friends about it but they just make jokes and tell me that I need to eat and I do eat. I eat everyday I eat a lot. Nothing changes. So I keep telling him I will never be a bigger woman and that it’s best if we just break up.

His Instagram is full of bigger women. And I can choose a random one. And he will have liked all of their pictures. And I can post one of me and he won’t even like it... I know Instagram is for likes but it’s like I’m fighting for his attention and if I’m his girlfriend I shouldn’t have to fight for his attention nor should I feel this way.

By the way this is my body type.... my actual body I’m small but not straight nor flat.