This is my second (and last) time going through the newborn stage and honesty how anyone makes it through all intact mentally is unreal to me.

Everyday is a new surprise of what kind of baby we will have. Some days we can put him down for every nap in his crib and he will sleep for 2 hours. Other days, he will sleep for 30 minutes and need to be held for the additional half hour.

Some days he is attentive during his awake windows and some days he can barely keep his eyes open. Some days he falls asleep easily for bedtime and the night goes smoothly. Other days (like last night), it takes 2+ hours for him to settle for bed. I just need some consistency back in my life 😫I love my baby to death but my god, this is so hard. 4 more weeks of the newborn stage.