Y’all, no one understands how frustrating this is except you girls, so here I go.

My sister just got married. I knew they were eventually going to start trying, but she didn’t even tell me they pulled her birth control. Just completely blind sided me with the news. She knows we have been struggling for over 2 years. I’m trying so hard to be happy for her, but I have just been crying non stop. I understand I’m being so selfish but the emotions I’m feeling right now are absolutely killing me. My husband doesn’t get it. I feel like I can’t talk to my mom. We have a lot of the same friends that I would normally go to and she hasn’t officially announced yet. I feel like I just need someone to lean on and there’s no one.