C-section and tubal

My baby is 6 weeks tomorrow. I had to have a c-section because his heartrate dropped everytime I had a contraction. I also had a tubal ligation done because I said I would if I got a c-section. However, I'm having trouble accepting both of these facts. On the note of the tubal, yes I knew we weren't having anymore kids anyway but I hated the idea. Any advice or help?