My abortion story

So I’m just sharing this story for any who’s face the same problem I had

March 1,2020 I found out that I was pregnant and from the title you can tell that I was not happy I just had a baby who is now 2 and i was not ready for another baby so I called all over searching for a abortion clinic near my home thinking I’m not going to find one because this was in the beginning of the corona virus out break and come to find out it’s illegal to get a abortion in my state so finally found a abortion clinic that was 2 hrs away in a different state and the procedure was not cover by no type of insurance so it was going to cost me 600 dollars thinking 600 dollars my rent is cheaper than that omg but I gathered the money and drove 2 hrs to and abortion clinic my ride was sad and all I can think of is I’m driving to kill my child and my husband don’t know what I’m doing but I put in my head it okay and gods gonna forgive me and guess what song came on the radio Tupac dear momma 🤦🏽I arrive at the clinic and driving on the road to the clinic was something I have never seen in my life people were standing outside holding signs of dead baby yelling at ever woman who enters the clinic murderer !!!! You are a killer !!! Don’t go in there !!!! So at this point I’m terrified I’m thinking dam do these folks got anything better to do are they getting paid to be dicks but I walked in the building anyway check in and waited to be called my mind is all over the place and I’m scared they call my name and I walk to the back to take a pee test to confirm I’m pregnant after i go back to the waiting room and wait so I get on my phone to relax my mind I get on Facebook I’m scrolling and scrolling and u can only imagine what I see baby’s baby’s and more yep u guessed it baby’s so now at this point I get called back again to take my ultrasound to measure my fetus and go back to the waiting room I sit and look out the window I still here and see them people yelling and holding their signs at this time I have been at the clinic for about 1hr and 30minute I get called back a last time in this is were everything begins they take my blood and make me talk to a counselor the counselor just wanna make sure this is what I really want to do I confirmed and she took me back to the doctor who does the abortion she explains the process say it will only take 15 minutes and tells me to get undress and she will be back at this point I realize I can’t go through with it and as the doctor coming in I’m running out like on the movie white chicks when she had to boo boo move bitch I finally make it out the office and I’m relieved crying can’t believe what I almost done thanking god I still have my baby I call my husband tell him we’re I’m at and what I have almost done you know he’s upset and he actually broke up with me and canceled our wedding date and move out our home but after counseling we worked out our issues and set a new date I can’t be more excited now I’m 8 months and can’t wait to welcome my baby girl BLESSING to this world it has been a struggle and I have been through a lot but my child is a blessing and I know I made the right decision for me and my family

Excuse my spelling and the fact I have no punctuation marks but I’m just typing had to get this off my chest

And I’m totally not against abortion because I don’t know tour problem or circumstances