Emotional night needing reassurance

So idk if it’s just me but occasionally I just have hard nights... tonight is one of those. I have pretty bad HG on IV therapy multiple times a weeks, patches and 3 medications and still sick and headaches all day. Trying to get ADA forms for work so I don’t lose my job and I’m just stressed. Tonight I’m in bed balling not because all this but because I’ve been so sick for almost 6 months that I feel like I’ll never feel like myself again. How can I take care of a baby when I feel like this. How am I going to be a good mom 😭 I know this is a pregnancy condition and it will go away. But sl being this sick has strained me and my mental health. I just want to be the best mom I can be to this little girl, I don’t want to disappoint her. I’m just beat I love this baby but pregnancy is kicking my butt 😭😭😭