Mom called me fat

I was wearing jean shorts and a t shirt at our get together today for Labor Day. They are kinda tight on me I will agree but I actually like tighter pants, they are more comfortable to me. She legit told me I need to get on our cycle (she bought an exercise bike). Ladies. I may be a little thick in the thighs and butt department and I will admit I’ve gained a little weight due to being on birth control and quarantine but I’m in no means overweight especially for my size. She would be medically considered over weight. And I’m sitting here like someone who’s actually medically considered overweight is calling someone who’s slim thick fat. I’m like 127 and I’m 4’11. I’m not gonna deny I don’t like my weight but like who the fuck calls their daughter fat??

I’m literally the only skinny one in the family. My brother has a giant belly and she’s chubby but I’ve literally never called my mother fat I always try to be nice and say “you just got a little junk in the trunk and guys like that” but she’s constantly degrading my body. She called me big boobs several times. She always talks about how big my ass is. Growing up I was super skinny and now that I’ve got a little more weight on me (healthy for the most part) I’m fat in her eyes. Like ok “get some meat on those bones but when you do I’m gonna insult you and make you feel horrible about your body”. Like I already struggle with body dysmorphia and constantly pick apart my flaws and she comes along and makes them worse. I cannot wait until I am able to move out. My boyfriend and I are moving in together probably next summer. At the moment he’s on unemployment only making a little over $100 a week and has to pay off student loans which is like over $400 a month I believe, and I am now only working part time because on Monday and Wednesday I have class literally the entire day. Next summer is when I’ll be done with community college and he will have a job figured out but until then If we moved out we would be extremely poor. This is more of a rant because I’m just tired of her crap. She loves to hurt me mentally and emotionally