Ugh life is overwhelming

Do you ever just sit and search your mind for something to look forward to? Literally, sometimes it just me looking forward to drinking coffee or having a dessert that gets me through a couple hours of straight stress and misery. I sound dramatic, I know. Recently, it's just not been good for me and I'm usually very positive. I have a husband, two kids, job, a house, a car so I should feel fulfilled. Instead, it's just the same shit over and over again. And if my husband and I don't fix our intimacy soon, that may be gone forever (no sex since probably March? I have zero libido). My body sucks after the second baby. I'm almost 4 months PP. His job sucks due to covid-19. We don't do anything fun mainly due to covid-19. We fight over dumb shit. I feel like he's always on his phone and I do so much around the house. Then he makes me feel bad when I bring it up. He has interests and is able to spend some time on them while I have no time to even have one. He buys stupid shit when I'd rather save for a trip or something. He does what he can with the kids. Our world is a mess. The country is turning on itself. There's division everywhere we look. I just feel so drained. I know people have it worse than me, but that's not my point. My point is I'm finding it hard to find enjoyment in this life. I'm on prozac. It seems to help a little. I just feel like there's no one to turn to. I may do some tellehealth counseling sessions. I'm in such a rut! Ugh. Just needed to vent. Thanks for reading.