I just need to vent/ Std/ bv?

Let me start off by saying I’m only 18 basically 19 my birthday is next month but I lost my virginity in May or June to my first boyfriend ever. then I started experiencing pain when peeing and burning and just a weird feeling down there. I felt no pleasure during sex and then sometimes it would just be uncomfortable or painful in a way. I couldn’t get wet and normally Ik when I’m pleasuring myself I can get really wet so I felt weird about that. I went through emergency one night at 4 am Bc of the burning and stuff I did research and figured I had a uti. When I got there the lady asked if I wanted to be tested to stds and stuff I said no Bc I felt like for no way I have one being stupid!! It calmed down with meds then more sex that same night I had sex and this was like weeks later I started to feel the same feeling this time I went to my doctor and they did the thing gave me meds for a uti but this time when they asked if I wanted to take a test for stds and stuff I said yes. Felt like it went away again then had sex time later down the line the day after I had sex that afternoon I woke up from a nap and I felt burning and I literally pissed blood I was so scared that something was wrong with my kidney or something I cried that whole night even afraid to go to the doctor but that next morning I went and sure enough the doctor told me I tested positive for chlamydia I was so shocked I felt disgusting I wanted to cry. But I told my boyfriend and he went the same day to get treated and tested I believe that he knew that he didn’t have it. Long story short after treatment for that we ended up having sex again 😩 NOW I have a fishy smell it’s been about 3 4 days since I’ve noticed the smell and I started my period yesterday. Now we didn’t have sex during our treatment time it was like a week and some days after the waiting time. I don’t feel like I still have the sti but I think I have BV MAYBE Bc of the discharge and smell but who knows. I wanna go back to get retested but I’m embarrassed and I’m scared. This is the worst thing that I’ve ever been through in my 19 years of living I never even thought I’d ever get an sti I went from never talking to a boy in my life to finally opening up to one falling and love and catching an sti, in the blink of an eye. I’m angry and scared Bc this is my health I’m not having sex until I get myself together even after that I still think I’ll wait. If i still have the sti then I’m really afraid Ik that this can cause infertility if left untreated I forgave him or giving it to me but I cannot forgive him if I became infertile because of him i always wanted to have children. I’m so stressed! I’m going to go to urgent care so I can feel comfortable with new doctors and my last doctor it isn’t even him it’s the nurse she’s so nosy and judgmental ☹️☹️ but yeah I needed to get that off my chest I feel like shit and I just want my body to go back to normal. Never even experienced a yeast infection let alone a fishy smell then a sti at that and all these antibiotics back to back to back. I’m kinda falling into a depression I’m sad and I want to hide under a rock until I know I’m well. ALWAYS ASK YOUR PARTNER OR WHOEVER YOU’RE HAVING SEX WITH FOR PROOF OF TESTS Bc it can happen to you. But should I buy boric acid suppositories for the smell or what? Idk what to do